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[24 Jan 2004|05:46pm] |
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i've had a different livejournal for a while.
i'm going to stop using this one.
is you want the other one, it is:
rager_latina
i dont think you'll care but i'm adding all of you to that one, seeing as you are currently not. i dont think that should be a problem but if someone does not want me adding them for whatever reason, please say......
yeah. i'm going to chris's now and i'm excited because the band is finally playing tonight and i've never seen them play altogether yet. so i'm happy.
have a nice night...
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| THis song makes me happy |
[19 Jan 2004|02:42pm] |
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this song is cool and makes me think of summer and skateboarders getting drunk and singing in a giant bus.
[ha good times]
psh blood tests.
i dont like blood tests, its not that i'm affraid of needles. just infection. get what i mean?
studying studying and more studying has taken up the whole of my weekend and i have been able to see any of my friends which i think is sad.
nicks feeling the pressure too so we went for a walk last night and talked and its good talking with him because hes growing into an absolutely superb young man.
ich habe meiner Deutsch 'final' heute.
i'm not too worried about it though seeing as i know that even if i fail it i'm guaranteed to get C. i know thats not a very possitite or healthy way to be looking at it. but i'm expecting the worse this semester just so me or parents won't be surprised or dissapointed.
i need to pee. and feel like listening to the Bealtes.
o yeah and i watched TV Last night
megan.rachel.thank you.
who ever thought that degrassi was so kewl?
poop
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| pinky cootie-sniffer |
[17 Jan 2004|11:30pm] |
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i'm tired.
but then again i'm always tired.
i'm sick. well, getting there which some what blows because i reallty dont want to be feeling shitty for next week.
after finals i'm going to party my ass off and sleep and i cant wait
that all i dont recenlty, study
and i'm starting to notice a pattern that all i ever do on this is talk about finals.
because i';m scared of them
piseed too cos i chris invited with evan and darren to go see a movie tonight but couldn;t cuz i wasn't up for it. balh
shows at iron horse last night was pretty good. it was good to see the faces of people who i hadn't seen in a while and also cool to catch up with friends and stuff.
over all a good night
3 day weekend
woot woot
3 days of studying
woot woot
and i dont know where this whole thing is going but i hope it lasts
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| there is a spider on my blind |
[13 Jan 2004|04:59pm] |
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cayte
you are too cool........
ha
now you are mentioned in my livejournal
you happy now? hahahahaha
today was good
i just watched the sharon osbourne show! [yes you read correctly. the sharon osbourne show]
there was this chick who was confessing to her husband that she's been self medicating for the last 6 years and making in seem like she'd been lying to him or something or had been unfaithful
then i got irratated because i thought she was completely ovcer-reacting then i thought about how it probably was the drugs that were making her like that and thats why she was so worked up over it and depressed and shit
then i thought about how i'm sorta happy to be not doing the whole drug thing anymore.
hmmmmm.......
o yeah, good news. even if i fail all my finals, i still pass all my classes...yay!!!!!!
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| what is this madness that we call life?> |
[12 Jan 2004|08:44pm] |
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the ammount of studying and presure from mother to get good grades on the final has been rather over-whelming.
a bit stressful, but shall cope.
after all, it'll pay off at the end.....
i can't wait till its all over
life is good right now
hopefully it'll stay like this
it hasn't been like this for a while and its nice to have a lot of the pleasant things in life all at once.
apart from finals. i know i keep on mentioning them but they're on my mind.
i really want to do well.
it'll make ma and dad pleased.
didn't wear make-up today which felt cool
and sorry to all those cool kids who did the car-wash
hope it went well
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[10 Jan 2004|01:13pm] |
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that was the time when life was good.
went to mikes last night and it was good and i enjoi myself there
hung out with the people who are my friends that entertain me and make me smile
what did you do last night? comment me and tell me about it?
but now theres a voice telling me to go study
i know i have to go study silly
stop fucking reminding me
go worry about your won arse
roah
roah roah
cher is coming over today and that makes me happy
saw chris, jordan, evan and darren last night
awesome cos i hadn't seen them all week
not cool coz they didn;t come till 11.30 by which time i was too tired to go out an didn;t feel like just driving aroud last night looking for soemthing to do
ha i guess there is 2 sides to every story
[dont worry, it makes sense in my head]
blake.you and paul are so cool
never really thought about emotions before
what are you emotions?
2 mins ago i was happy as larry because life was good
not the whole education/study issue comes up and i break down because i hate it
therefore, i conclude: school sucks and makes people unhappy, stressed and tense.
i should be a scientist for foguring that one out
megan.............yeah.....i dont really know what to write to you but i want to say something which reflects how coolyou as a peson are
i know
megan, you are so cool
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| i just realized that everytime i update i need to pee |
[08 Jan 2004|07:32pm] |
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http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/end.php
its worth going to....check it out
i think mum is more determined for me to get good grades this semester than i am.
she doesn;t want to me hanging out after school until they're over which blows.
but o well. more time for studying.......yay?
hmmmmmmm
o yeah. its friday tomorrow.
that is a good thing
this week hAS been sooo long
and i have a german test tomorrow.
fich.
ich muss gehen
auf wierdersehen
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| deep thinking mode |
[04 Jan 2004|05:02pm] |
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its weird and slightly annoying.
the last few days of last year were great.
i didn't have any worries or responsibilities.
in the first few hours of 2004, that all took a 90* turn.
hmmmm
so now i'm back into deep thinking mode
should i make the call?
should i just leave it until tomorrow?
if i leave it until tomorrow i may come across as not caring
if i call now, i'll just make a complete prat of myself, because 2 days of thinking about it obviously hasn't been enough
the show at the grange was really good on friday.
not really into ska but it was fun none the less
it was good to see natalie, blake and paul too because i have not seen any of them for the last 2 weeks
you know what was also great?
seeing andrea....
just being able to look at her, smile, and wave.
i made a big fuck up of things, and i regret it.
but just being able to see her friday and know that things were better than they were before were so warming.
BOXING [ker and lee's band] were going to play last night in freemont.
i got a ride with lee.
when we got there, chris ker and evan came running up to the car.
not only had chris lee signed them up to play among a bunch of punk rock bands but the show was going to be shut down cos some kid was jacking off on satge or caused a fight and got arrested for it. [some bs like that]
so chris lee was really upset and we all went home
they're playing on the 24th though.....go check them out.....
today i have just been chilling. i didn; get up till 3 and have been watching tv for the last 2 hours.
when was the last time i did that?
about 3/3 months ago.
i love being able to say that i've done something for the first time this year.
like;
"this was the first time i ate chocolate this year" or "today was the first time this year that i saw my neighbours cats"
i know they were really stupid examples but i think you egt what i mean
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| happy new year |
[01 Jan 2004|03:46pm] |
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the past few days have been legit and i have enjoyed them
no school ...........which is always a good thing
i could go into so much detail about the whole of new years eve but i shall not
last night i went to mike's to go chill with him, laura, rich, dan some guy who was buying us alcohol called nick who apparently is in the band antagony. and carlos was there and a few other people.
then at 10 we all left and went to some party near karls house. a lot of people were there who i havn't seen in hecka days
hey kevin
everyone was just having a good time whether they were or were not sober and everything was good.
then we left aroud 2. a lot of people were outside mikes house when we got back.
including chris evan and darren. it was good to see them and wish them a happy new year.
then we all went to some party acrss the street where everyonbe got even more fucked up including kyle who i have never seen so runk in my life.
then around 3.30 we left to go abck to mikes. where i stayed the night cos laura went to nick warnets girlfriends party.
um...but yer it was a good night
happy new years
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[27 Dec 2003|04:01pm] |
You're much like Ashley. You've changed a lot, but
you get a little better each time. You've had
your ups and downs, but you're growing up
nicely. You're smart, pretty, and charming,
but you can be rude, too. Your feelings are
easily hurt, but you're still not afraid to
stand up for yourself.
Which Degrassi Girl Are You? (Pictures)
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| father~fucker |
[23 Dec 2003|11:15am] |
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is justin timberlake jewish by any chance?
is it true blink 182 are trying to go emo?
are meg and jack black really married siblings?
and you know what's great?.......japanese pop culture
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| shhhh! its a secret |
[14 Dec 2003|01:04am] |
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i like someone
thats all i have to say
o yer...and the show tonight was ok
but i'm not really into the punk scene so i guess others would have found it better
and now i shall sleep
toodles
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| i hate my computer |
[13 Dec 2003|02:20pm] |
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sorry if i offended anyone about pansies in tu-tu's.
megan, cayte........i was once a ballerina too.
its ok.
trevor..........!!!!!!!!!
you made my heart melt with all of your comments.
i was going to post some of them but my computer froze and i lost everything.
including a conversation i was having with XPunkXTheXEmoX [who i actually have no clue who is but apparently know through andrea] about how all the muslims should die and how he is serbian and is going to kill all of the 'muzzies'.....hmmmm..........interesting bastard, dont you think?
my computer sucks and something i want to through it out of thw window.
i'm going to go se cat in hat today w/ megan then going to the grange which i have no attended to in many days so am looking forward to it. yay!
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| announcements, anger, a concert and the nutcracker |
[09 Dec 2003|07:55pm] |
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ok
so yes
i will admit the fact that i am not a happy bunny right now.
though i love my family, i would much rather prefer to go to a concert with my friends than a ballet with them.
and seeing as livejournal is not even a journal but more of a bulletin board for what you want to show people, I WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW THAT I AM NOT VERY PLEASED!
Let's state that one again. I AM NOT VERY PLEASED!
livejournal......It's what you want to show people.
I know we have private entries, but then what's the point?
You can easily just keep an offline journal.
livejournal is just a place where you make announcements to thw world about stuff you want them to know about you and your life.
so i shall say once more.........
i want to go to a concert, they want me to go see a bunch of pansies jumping on stage in tu-tu's.
in the wise words of marge simpson......hgmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
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[07 Dec 2003|02:06pm] |
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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| the slaughterhouse |
[06 Dec 2003|03:38pm] |
the slaughterhouse..........what more must i say.
one of the best shows i've been to since school started.
it was so great.
everyone was there last night but a few. it was like old times again. it was the original crew from like....2 summers ago. my first summer in the states. that was a good summer. kt rich dan kons sam mike stef davey, chris lee, chris ker, other mike, ail carlos laura kevin.
the night was great
[apart from the 15 minute panik when we got stranded in oakland][but lets put it to experience]
jess, i hated to see you cry last night and i wish i could have done anything to make you feel better.
natalie, sorry i couldn;t hang out yesterday. i hope your night was da bomb!!!!!!!!
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[30 Nov 2003|08:52pm] |
lets see.
ian wants me to update again. so mabey i shall. yes i shall
went to new york this week.
bloody cool time.
went to andreas last night and chilled with a bunch of cool cats but then some other kids showed up and i cant be assed to write anymore.
the end
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